Frustration

I am feeling very frustrated lately. You name it, it annoys me. I attribute a good portion to it to lack of sleep - I haven't slept more that 5 hours (6 if I take a sleeping pill, which I hate doing) in about 3 years. I'm also pretty fed up with life in general. Despite all the sappy posts, I don't think I really processed everything that has happened in the last month and a half. It may be hitting me harder than I expected, and I'm not expressing myself properly, which sucks for the people closest to me, because they are the ones that ending up taking the brunt of it.

I will say that being at work is actually a lot of fun. My youth group board is hilarious and they make me laugh and smile and feel really good about what I'm doing with my life. In any case, I'm waiting for things to take a turn for the better, which hopefully they will soon.

In other news, Paul and I are going to a halloween party and my cousins. Its the first time in the 10 years we've been together that we've gone to a halloween party... should be interesting :)